Feeling Death

What you shall do when you know your bestfriend's love you?

May be you can't trust that fact , but I know what you feel when this tragedic (haha)
When I know I love my own bestfriend , it's make me hard to breathe . Why? Well , I can suffering a bad disease . Whooaaaaaaaaaa~ . Melodramatic !
I'll can suffering an heartbreak , baby . Don't you watched it ? :x
I've sent messange for my friend's , I'm asked "Hey , you know ? In fact , I love my own bestfriends ! He's my best man !" . aaaaaarrrrrggggh . I angry with my self .

Why it can going reality ? :(

He's my best boy . I don't think to have a more feeling to my besties !
OMFG. I hope this is just a dream . What a empty hoping ....

With my pathetic , I'd pronounce my feeling to my betfriends , and , what he said ?
Thank's for all that you do for me , your attantion , your kindness . But I'm sorry, I'm not deserve for it . I just hope you find someone better than me . Because you're my best friends.

and I whispering to my self , and said "Thanks a lot baby . I know we've a same feeling . But that's enough for me . :)
*if that the best for you*